Wow... It's been quite some time since I really felt like myself 100%... and I think I am about there. Although my tummy is still funky at times, I am starting to feel like I can plan activities and actually get out and do things!!!And the best part, which has caught me a bit by surprise, is that I am starting to get interested in dating again. I actually am not only noticing guys, but am feeling like I want to put in the effort to go out! It is such a great great feeling. I'm starting to even think that my original plan to put blinders on for the school year, so that I didn't have to deal with the complication of dating is a really stupid idea. I mean, yes school is important.... but so important that I put the rest of my life on hold?!?!?!? No... I don't think so. No... I would much rather find a suitable balance in there somewhere. The other great thing is that I am wanting to get out and be active again!! I guess this is also just surfacing from feeling good, but I think its also somehow tied into starting school again (which is wierd). I've already been to the gym at school, and intend to go faithfully. I also have my first basketball game on sunday, which should be interesting. I'm really going to try to get out 5-6 days a week and do something active - even if it means just going for a walk.
Life is way to important and fun to let it pass by while my nose is stuck in some book.