Three Months Later....

Okay... okay... I know! What's the point of having a blog if you never update it. I get that, I know that, and well... here I am updating it.

The sad truth? This is going to be a very quick update because its early in the morning and I've got to hop in the shower.

So... why did I disappear? and what's going on in my life?

I am completely and utterly addicted to this thing called Second Life (www.secondlife.com), and have been since October. Its an online alternate reality, and for a while there i was on it every possible moment I could. But here's the beauty of that. For whatever reason, losing myself in this world has really helped me to pull myself out of the dark hole of illness that i was in over the fall. It's an amazing social outlet for me, and I've found that I've been losing weight and just generally feeling a lot better - both mentally and physically.

I entered into Second Life viewing it purely as a source of entertainment, a game. But it's so much more to me now than that. I've made some really good friends on there, and well... yes... the truth of the matter is that I've met someone. We met just before Christmas, but I didn't really think he would be anything more than a friend and a role play partner. But over the last three months things have been developing, and he's very special to me now.

The catch? He lives on the other side of the continent. Yuck. The good thing? He's thinking he might look into moving to Vancouver!!!! Not just because of me, but I'm part of the equation.

So, that's the biggest factor of my lack of posting. I've been busy, and I've been going through some stuff that i just simply wasn't ready to write on here. I needed to figure out how I was feeling about it all first.

How am I feeling? Pretty darn amazing and happy. For whatever reason, I feel more comfortable in my own skin and with who I am these days.