Fishy Fish is a Bad Thing

So, I'm starting to following a better way of eating - which focuses on eating mostly fish and vegetables, plus whole grains.

One of the very first dishes i decide to make for myself is a halibut steak with steamed beans. I had bought the halibut at Thrifties the day before and was starving when I got home from work on thursday night. So hungry that when I smelt how fishy the steak smelt, i ignored it.

Big mistake.

Within two hours I was feeling aweful, and was up a good portion of the night. Then on friday I ended up having to work from home because my stomach was still so upset!!

The worst?!?

S&K are in town this weekend, and I've been feeling so dizzy and bathroom bound that I have really been able to go out and hang out with them. *sigh* It really sucks. And I just don't think that today I'll be able to go out either... especially seeing as its my stomach that woke me up this morning.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The one thing that worries me the most is if this is/has worsened my colitis. I've been doing 'ok' (compared to the past year), but think that my stomach has been slowing getting back again. It's sooooo frustrating!!

I just want to be able to go and do stuff without the constant fear/reality of pooping myself on a regular basis. This is not a fun way to live - and its sort of easy to get used to when you spend most of your time by yourself, but when there's other people around you're quick to realize just how different how I live is from other people.

Where's the magic cure?